SUMMER 2011

YAYAY for updates! 

I have a new boyfriend, well new as in we have been dating for almost a month. Actually a month will be on May 23. SO its close! Cute right?? I KNOWW! lol well anyways Im not gonna go all gooey on you because last time I did that I get dumbed....ohhh man maybe I shouldnt be even talking about it! OHHH well. Anyways. Things are getting better, for the most part. I have moved back home untill Summer is over then I go back to school. But i dont get to see boyfriend until June! Then he will be coming down in July, then we will see each other the whole school year. He is a real southern gentlemen. I dont lift and finger or spend a dime! He treats me better then I have ever been treated (because Ive been treated so well in the past right? WRONG) and thats all that matters to me. That I get treated well. AND Im a Princess to him So by golly Miss Molly, I think Ive got a catch! (: 

Travel Time.

Finally! It is time to go on a Gospel Choir tour with my fellow Gospel Choirs. We sang this morning for our camopus chapel and will now be headed to TN, NC, and last but not least SC. Im so excited and honestly cant wait.

A few updates in my world.
CAUTION: Because we are coming up to Finals I think everyone should stay away from me because I am not reponsible for your injuries.. 

Im getting done with my freshman year of college and life is just getting harder and harder as I go on! Its not easy but its worth it.

Questions..

It started with one simple little question someone asked me today.

"Do you believe in love?"
I pondered this for a very long time and this came to me.
Why love someone whole-heartedly when all they are going to do is leave you bc you arent pretty OR
cheat on you? Why put yourself throught the sleepless nights and mascara stained pillows? for what?
an emotion you "thought" you had? Why "love" someone after being beaten with words and fists by them?
is that the love everyone crave? If that is love i do not want it.

So the answer to your question is no, I dont believe in human love at the moment. 
mainly because of what has happened to me before. 

I only believe in the love of God.

Because HE will not EVER let me down. HE will never leave me because im not pretty. HE will tell me he loves me and MEANS it.


"HE is the anchor to my soul, firm and secure." Hebrews 6:19

Down and Under

Well hello! 
I really havent talked in a while but im just keeping you all up to date....and im pretty sure that only my aunt reads these! LOL 


The person that I met? Yeah he totally dumped me and said he had NO feelings for me. Yes I know I know! Shocking! Somethings just dont work out how we want them in life. That is what I love about God, he puts things that you think you WANT into your life and then he takes them out because he knows its not what he knows you NEED. Sure it hurts, a lot, but maybe I do not need a relationship. Well not at the moment anyways. I need to focus on my studies, and focus on my heavenly father. Because he is the only father I have.  


Everything has gone horribly wrong in my life for the past three years. But I can say, unlike most people that have been in my situations, that I am GLAD all of this has happened. I dont let people walk all over me anymore. I stand up for myself. I am a stronger person and my relationship with God is 200% better than it was! Who wants to be all happy all the time? LOL thats so last year!

Why dont we just dance? (:

Well hello Bloggers! I havent written in a while and wanted to tell yall whats been going on in my life lately.

1. I met a wonderful person...lets call him The Boyfriend. He is just amazing. I think my favorite part is that he makes a point to kiss my hand when we hold hands, its a sweet gesture and I dont think he even realizes that he does it! haha how lucky am I?!? Well anyways, this Friday will be our one month! -.- but he isnt gonna be here. He has to go to Florida to sing at a church. He is completely dreading it but oh well. There will be other month-a-whatever thingys and I told him that he had to go sing because it is about Jesus not him. (I was on a role telling him that) Which is true! (: 

2. I have a new favorite song:

  "are you gonna kiss me or not" -by i have no clue...i juut heard it.

3. School is AMAZING. I love college A LOT A LOT A LOT! My classes are starting to get a little better, I just dont think i was used to them. Figures that I would just start getting used to them when the semester is halfway done! ): I just made my next semeter classes schedule and OH BABY! I thought i had it rough this semester.....boy was i wrong! Next semester will be a doozy!

4. I really regret not trying out for Cheerleading here.. although it does seem like a High School kinda thing I think it would have been fun. I dont have a lot of "girl-friends" here and that might have been my ticket to have friends! (Well I have friends..oh you know what I mean!)

5. IM GOING HOME FOR THANKSGIVING AND IM STOKED!  I cant wait to see everybody!

6. I have an amazing job on campus, and everyone is gone for the day so I blogging..WOW what my life has come too (:

7. Special thanks to my Aunt for getting me on here (:

Well, thats pretty much all thats been going on...not really in that particular order. but whatever! you get the picture (:

Untill Next Time! (:

Worship you forevermore

College is amazing, thank you Jesus for me to be able to go to a Christian College that lets me serve you whole-heartedly. I just let my guard down ad worship him. I kinda feel like the students here don't really care about how people worship, there is no judgement. The way i worship is let everything go, ill sway, ill smile at the roof, ill do whatever for God to know I'm here worshiping him. I saw a girl yesterday, she had both hands as high as they could go dancing around. She made me want to worship Jesus. I want people to look at me and say "wow, that girls makes me want to dance and sing"

Service with a smile.

Today was very interesting, i woke up at 8 and had to go do some community service projects. My group went and painted a house for a half-way house for four men who are over coming addictions. It was a very wonderful experience. We painted their porch and side porch stained white. it looked GREAT. It was so funny because the men wanted everything painted but one stip of wood on the bottom of the deck, so that they could paint it a different color and make it look nice. They wanted to take pride in their house. Make it special, something that is theirs. After that i came back to my dorm and fell asleep. Thank You IT Department for fixing my computer!! haha. But tonight we had a greek block party at school, I went to go eat and then leave because it was just weird. The food was all Greek and it was DISCUSTING. But anywayss, Classes start tomorrow and im super excited. My first class is at 8! Wow. Im gonna  be super tired. Better hit the sack!