Questions..

It started with one simple little question someone asked me today.

"Do you believe in love?"
I pondered this for a very long time and this came to me.
Why love someone whole-heartedly when all they are going to do is leave you bc you arent pretty OR
cheat on you? Why put yourself throught the sleepless nights and mascara stained pillows? for what?
an emotion you "thought" you had? Why "love" someone after being beaten with words and fists by them?
is that the love everyone crave? If that is love i do not want it.

So the answer to your question is no, I dont believe in human love at the moment. 
mainly because of what has happened to me before. 

I only believe in the love of God.

Because HE will not EVER let me down. HE will never leave me because im not pretty. HE will tell me he loves me and MEANS it.


"HE is the anchor to my soul, firm and secure." Hebrews 6:19