SUMMER 2011

YAYAY for updates! 

I have a new boyfriend, well new as in we have been dating for almost a month. Actually a month will be on May 23. SO its close! Cute right?? I KNOWW! lol well anyways Im not gonna go all gooey on you because last time I did that I get dumbed....ohhh man maybe I shouldnt be even talking about it! OHHH well. Anyways. Things are getting better, for the most part. I have moved back home untill Summer is over then I go back to school. But i dont get to see boyfriend until June! Then he will be coming down in July, then we will see each other the whole school year. He is a real southern gentlemen. I dont lift and finger or spend a dime! He treats me better then I have ever been treated (because Ive been treated so well in the past right? WRONG) and thats all that matters to me. That I get treated well. AND Im a Princess to him So by golly Miss Molly, I think Ive got a catch! (: 

Travel Time.

Finally! It is time to go on a Gospel Choir tour with my fellow Gospel Choirs. We sang this morning for our camopus chapel and will now be headed to TN, NC, and last but not least SC. Im so excited and honestly cant wait.

A few updates in my world.
CAUTION: Because we are coming up to Finals I think everyone should stay away from me because I am not reponsible for your injuries.. 

Im getting done with my freshman year of college and life is just getting harder and harder as I go on! Its not easy but its worth it.

Questions..

It started with one simple little question someone asked me today.

"Do you believe in love?"
I pondered this for a very long time and this came to me.
Why love someone whole-heartedly when all they are going to do is leave you bc you arent pretty OR
cheat on you? Why put yourself throught the sleepless nights and mascara stained pillows? for what?
an emotion you "thought" you had? Why "love" someone after being beaten with words and fists by them?
is that the love everyone crave? If that is love i do not want it.

So the answer to your question is no, I dont believe in human love at the moment. 
mainly because of what has happened to me before. 

I only believe in the love of God.

Because HE will not EVER let me down. HE will never leave me because im not pretty. HE will tell me he loves me and MEANS it.


"HE is the anchor to my soul, firm and secure." Hebrews 6:19

Down and Under

Well hello! 
I really havent talked in a while but im just keeping you all up to date....and im pretty sure that only my aunt reads these! LOL 


The person that I met? Yeah he totally dumped me and said he had NO feelings for me. Yes I know I know! Shocking! Somethings just dont work out how we want them in life. That is what I love about God, he puts things that you think you WANT into your life and then he takes them out because he knows its not what he knows you NEED. Sure it hurts, a lot, but maybe I do not need a relationship. Well not at the moment anyways. I need to focus on my studies, and focus on my heavenly father. Because he is the only father I have.  


Everything has gone horribly wrong in my life for the past three years. But I can say, unlike most people that have been in my situations, that I am GLAD all of this has happened. I dont let people walk all over me anymore. I stand up for myself. I am a stronger person and my relationship with God is 200% better than it was! Who wants to be all happy all the time? LOL thats so last year!